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I made this journal so long ago, and I've always hated the username. WHY DID I MAKE IIIT?
so yeah.
add ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) fight_apathy
cause most likely I've already added you.
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| I'mma gonna get chuuuuuu. |
[08 Aug 2006|10:39am] |
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My brother says I like dead music and my friends are all freaks[Except kristen, who is "the only normal one"]. hahah.
NA NA NAAA!! I'm in a decent mood, despite all that's been going on lately. I don't know. I miss Alex, Brittaney, and Amanda :[ Sooooooo much. SO MUCH! I know I promised I would see you a lot this summer and I'm kinda incapable of doing anything right now, but I'm sorry. hurrrr. I ate a sandwich from dunkin donuts this mornin and it made me kinda sick. Damn you sausage, DAMN YOU!!
I need more girl friends. Be my friend. IM me, I don't care who you are. I need someone to talk to so I ain't bored :]
[aim-burnherdoll] DOOOOOO IIIIITTTTT.
http://www.hamtaro.com/ I used to wake up at 6 in the morning to watch that show when I was in the 6th grade, even though school didn't start for a couple hours. I still love the idea of HAMSTERS being friends and running around. Man, come on. Who isn't amazed by that? come ON!
-Sausage is groooosss
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| shit |
[07 Aug 2006|02:33am] |
me and charlie just broke up. I have no feelings right now. I went upstairs for a minute into the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked sickly. pale, my lips had no color, my eyes are swollen [I think from makeup, I've never seen them like this before] and I had this sudden surge in my tummy and I puked. I think there's something wrong with my body. I feel like I haven't slept in days. I can't sleep. help me. I can't stop.
I want you to stab me.
so fucking hard.
make me sleep. make me fall asleep.
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[03 Aug 2006|08:16pm] |
WHEN AM I GONNA DYE MY HAIR, MOMMA?
WHEEEENNNNNNN!?
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[02 Aug 2006|02:10pm] |
hmm. my dad opened my door a couple minutes ago...and he was asking me about drugs and alex and stuff.
and I don't think I can go to alex's house anymore. ryan is an asshole. and I knew I couldn't trust him. he got me man, he really got me. he made me think I could trust him and it was alright. and he lured me in, the kids smart. he told me about getting drunk, and it was okay for me to tell him stuff...and then i did..and then he changed his story.
shit. at least my dad didn't yell. and he didn't do anything about it.
this is weird.
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| harr harr |
[02 Aug 2006|11:00am] |
ahhaha the goldon girls. every day that i have nothing to do, I always watch the goldon girls, then the nanny, and then unsolved mysteries. it's awesome. I'm happpeeeee. man...I'M SITTING ON MY BED...RIGHT...NOW. I don't know why i find it so awesome. weh. charlies computer died, so how I'm gonna keep in touch with the kid, I don't know. dun na anana. last night, me and charlie were talking about stuff from last year, and it made me really happy. Because I was so weird, and I talked a lot...I read some old GJ entries and I laughed forevvverrrr.
yay for highlights:
( ahhbuhh )
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[30 Jul 2006|08:49pm] |
weeee I lav this man
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[21 Jul 2006|11:32am] |
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hmm. I'm leaving tonight. I'll be back in...probably a week *fwooshes around*
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| Wahhh |
[20 Jul 2006|11:06am] |
"God made woman to reproduce. God made woman to continue our race."
I've been watching this Jerry Springer about these woman in the KKK. It's so screwed up. What kinda bitch says that?
And this woman was saying how if her child needed an organ, she would NOT let her get a transplant if she wasn't POSITIVE it was from a white person. wooah can't have no black people liver. naw, we need to be 100% WHITE AMERICAN PUUURE BEEF!! RAAGH!!
this world is going to hell.
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[19 Jul 2006|07:55pm] |
uh, I'm bored.
( what? )
mmhm.
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[17 Jul 2006|03:09pm] |
my boyfriends in a riot grrrl band.
what the fuck?
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[14 Jul 2006|02:16am] |
burn her doll (2:14:32 AM): well no ones seen my stomach in yeeeaarrrsss
Anathema616 (2:15:00 AM): yur making it seem like a missing person
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| arrgghh |
[12 Jul 2006|10:49pm] |
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Let's see. Ryan can go out. And screw his girlfriend. And go see his shitty rap groups. And do/say/have whatever the fuck he wants. I want to go to one concert, and my dad asks for the one thing I can't give him. HE ASKS ME, OF ALL THINGS...TO HAVE ALEX'S MOM CALL ME. I think it's hilarious. It's fucking funny how Alex's parents wont let her do anything. BUT OF ALL PEOPLE, IT AFFECTS ME. She can do whatever. And it's her mom's fault that I can't go to a concert? What the fuck is wrong with this picture?
lucky bastards. I'm jelous.
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| satan gave me a taco |
[12 Jul 2006|10:40am] |
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the new pollution, beck |
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ahhbuhh. It's Evan's birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN! I have to go to da therapist tooday. arghahha. okay. bye.
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| Jam packed entry....WITH PICTURES! |
[07 Jul 2006|09:39am] |
For my birthday [from my Nana] I got a jean purse [made out jeans...No shit, right?] and a TIGER BEAT magazine. Complete with folded up poster of some un-talented, but somehow famous with the young ones, disney channel actor. I only hope you can guess what the rest of the magazine was like. I gave it to my sister. Now...Me, Being me, had to completely ruin this purse because...
1. I hate jean purses.
2. I hate little pink flowers.
3. I really hate denim.
This is the purse [before I did stuff to it, after I ripped off flowers and ribbons]; Front, Back.
So I ripped things off, untied things...Sewed things on, tied some shtuff...And this is what I came up with...After! Front, Back.
mmhm. But she DID get me a very nice present too. She took the time to find pictures of me when I was little and cute, and put em into a photo album..She used stickers too.
Uh look at me, With Uncle Michael. Yeah, Annnnnd with my Mom.
hmm. bye.
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| virgin legs |
[06 Jul 2006|09:32am] |
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I don't know whats what's wrong with me. I went to a therapist yesterday. Some lady at the school said it would be good for me. Well...After I talked for 2 hours...here is how it ended.
Lady: Well you seem to set standards for the way you live, and if you don't follow your own rules...you punish yourself. The ammount of sleep you get in a night...Well I guess that's up to you.
Me: But I'm not crazy? I can hate everyone and not sleep and everyone can make it out like I'm insane but I'm fine?
Lady: You I don't really think your, hmm, crazy. You just need to get more sleep.
I think she started to get paranoid because I kept asking her if I was insane. At one point I think I said "So..Isn't it a well known fact or something...that people who are crazy, don't know it? Is it possible I'm insane and I'm the only one who doesn't know?" I Don't know. At least she actually listened to the things I wanted to talk about and didn't force me to talk about my parents. I've talked enough about them in the past 6 years.
Err I have to go see the lady again in a week. Aaron's going to Canada for a god damn week.
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR FRIENDS?! I'm just kidding. Yeah, It's time to walk away.
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[03 Jul 2006|12:39am] |
burn her doll (12:31:27 AM): I'm thinking of adding something to my life that could possibly kill me
burn her doll (12:31:51 AM): shove 20 ciggarettes in my mouth and call me ramone
FreakInBox87 (12:32:05 AM): haha DUDE I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU
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| char-lie? |
[01 Jul 2006|11:59pm] |
MrTossFace (11:57:56 PM): oh come on, the guy was a greasy punk that cheated and she was coming out with the truth which obviously was bugging her so she told to have a clean slate and no secrets and you left because he had another girl. he did things you didn't like so I really don't see it but your emotions are your emotions and if you need me for anything just talk to me, i'm here
awww, I love Aaron.
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